Entry 9- Soft whisper(1 Kings 19: 11-12)

Maran always knew how to speak to Uhuru. He was gentle and kind in spirit. The decision to marry him was just a natural transition for her. It made perfect sense and she never doubted him-ever.

He had promised her that he would never leave and she never doubted that for a second, but now, she stood in the middle of her bedroom and Maran was nowhere to be seen.

Anger arose in her heart again.  She could feel the uncontrollable urge to scream  and she did. A scream so loud and filled with so much anguish, that she was convinced that the whole world heard her.

                  

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Her knees became weak and she fell to the floor. She wept uncontrollably.

She cried so hard, as if she never cried before.

She cried to cleanse herself from all she had experienced in the last year.She cried to purify her mind from the horrid memories without Maran.

She cried because of the constant heartache.

She cried to strip away her past.

She cried to be a new person.

She cried to loose all power and control to something much Larger than herself.

She cried to let go.